you'd wish you were perfect and everything
anyone dreamt for, and 'm no different

i am human. i laugh. i cry. i bitch. i hurt. i fall in love. i fall out of love. i get jealous. i rage. i regret. i. have. feelings. i have good times bad times great days horrible days but no matter what, i deal with. i am normal.
'm impossibily unreasonable, and in dire need of a reform. friends only.

April 2009May 2009June 2009July 2009August 2009September 2009

xxsellout. aaron. rosanne. sarah. tucky. yilin. sandy. jennifer. lynette. amelia. cindy. joanna. jonathan. si yuan. meng kian.

fall in love with the boy whose heart won't be captured
Friday, September 11, 2009 3:05 AM

i am in so much pain




there's a million things flowing through
Wednesday, September 9, 2009 3:05 AM

"hold me and love me
just want touch you for a minute
maybe three seconds is enough
for my heart to quit it"




JTSA
Tuesday, August 25, 2009 1:46 PM

casanova. boy, oh boy.
you broke my heart in more than a million ways.
but yet looking back i was just happy that i had a status to be with you.
i don't understand how can you be as hot now. (irrelevant i know)
and still have the same cheeky smile.
it hurts to know i am past.
but thankful 've got someone else who will always love me just as much as i love him.
its more than enough, so, goodbye, my past.

*bee, don't paranoid when you see this post k?
i just saw my ex boyf's photo on fb hahaha damn weird.
just a little closure for myself.
you know i love you the most right (: 1 year's coming!




Friday, August 21, 2009 3:52 PM

OHMYTIAN I AM IN LOVE WITH KEVJUMBA HAHA F-ING FUNNYY




short update
3:20 PM

k blogger is being a pain >(
i cannot load photos ): mann.
bee has started to complain about me nt blogging ): sry beee
k certain few ppl whom i miss and need to see asap!

bee
rose
best
tucky
yilin
rachel
sean
jo
jo
bear

where are you guys naooo ):




i have accepted but my heart is still heavy, i truely wish you happiness wherever you are.
12:46 PM

Nicole Lim Hui
10 October 1990 - 18 August 2009

I believe many have been mourning in their hearts about the loss of you.
Life is cruel, but i know you are in a better place now.
My primary three index # sitting partner, whose chinese name had only one word, hui.
And i remembered the joke, that your parents gave you that name so that if you were ever punished to write your name 100x on the black board, it would be shorter.
And i remembered you were already so tall then.
Time passes and classes changed, time passes and only acquaintances we became.
But there was something that never changed all these years.
Your smile, your infectious laughter, and i pray it will live on in all our hearts forever.
Thank you for being a part of my life and giving me memories of a girl who always smiled.
I'm glad i was given a chance to know you.
Rest in peace dear friend, you will be missed by all.


With love,
nicolette #26




how can you be so heartless
Tuesday, July 21, 2009 1:38 AM


coldest winter, teach me to love again.